You are meant to be a great person that will help me grow and be happy but all you do is me question where I am even worthy of being loved. Maybe I am not meant to be in a caring relationship, but inside I am just a sexy toy meant to be used then thrown away when I become boring. That is what you make me feel, you and all the others that came before. It’s like guys take one look at me and see nothing but a shell they can use over and over. Although I have become a shell of a girl that ran away to the corner of her mind for safety, that does mean that you can just use me. The little girl is trying to come back to the top and live once again. I don’t know how much more I can take of being lied to and hurt. I want love, that’s all I have ever really wanted. Love that makes me feel better about myself, that brings joy to my day, that gives me a reason to live. But instead I have been hurt and felt little to nothing good. Thank you for proving to me yet again that I am not worthy of true love, I am a stupid little girl wishing for fairy-tale endings when there have never and never will be any.