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What do you do when everything keeps falling apart? How do you keep yourself going forward when the ground will give out from under you no matter where you stand? I got kicked out of church college, have no clue what career I want, tried to join the military only to have them tell me they don't want someone with depression. That leaves me with no idea how to make it in this incressingly hard world. My family tells to be an adult but doesn't help me figure out how to do that, they just want me to figure things out but I have never imagined a future for myself. Most people can picture where they want to be down the road or even see themselves working at their dream job. I can't. I have never been able to picture my future or had any idea where I am going to end up. Jokingly I said to my friend once " I think God hadn't finished making my path in life before I was born on Earth." It kind of makes me feel a little better to think that it's not fully my fault for having no clue what to purse in life but really that is a sad and stupid thing to do. It is my fault that I don't have a plan or really a future. I should have spent more time while younger to figure this out instead of trying to figure out why my family is broken or trying to make myself happy by watching pointless and stupid vidoes. It's my fault that everyone in my family thinks that I am not cable of handling the world or being an adult. I am the reason that I feel like I'm choking in this depressing house filled with no love or connection. If I had tried harder to be an adult while I was younger then I would be in college and working towards a career; I would have friends and being dating instead of running away from people and hoping the pain would end soon enough because I have become a waste of space. How do you fix yourself when everytime you pick up the broken pieces you cut yourself deeper?

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KaeMcSpadden Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2017  Student Filmographer
Thanks for all of the favorites and the watch. I am glad you like my pictures!
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xHoshaxBerizx Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav!~
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trich Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2017  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for all the faves :) 
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CrimsonCommande Featured By Owner Jan 16, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for all the faves! :heart:
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olivegbg Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you ever so much for adding Duncan to your favorites!Bunny Emoji-70 (Please to meet you) [V4] 
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TixieLix Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave on my Street Fighter work!
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Joe-Roberts Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
 Thanks for faving :)
Elsa by Joe-Roberts
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Aznara Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
thanks a lot for the fav
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cupcake-rufflebutt Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the fave on my Terra costume! <3
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