ldsdog

What do you do when everything keeps falling apart? How do you keep yourself going forward when the ground will give out from under you no matter where you stand? I got kicked out of church college, have no clue what career I want, tried to join the military only to have them tell me they don't want someone with depression. That leaves me with no idea how to make it in this incressingly hard world. My family tells to be an adult but doesn't help me figure out how to do that, they just want me to figure things out but I have never imagined a future for myself. Most people can picture where they want to be down the road or even see themselves w

Why go through the pain of feelings when you will always get hurt? Might as well stay to myself, be a crazy animal lady who would rather speak to animals who love me than humans who don’t care. I try to please so hard and no one ever tries to please me the same way. Maybe it is just the place I am searching in, it is full of losers who don’t care about feelings? I am a mess of feeling, of emotions and thoughts, so if you are going to come into my life you need to understand that I need more than the crap pickup lines you use on other women. I need someone who cares and wants me to be their lady, their only one. WHY IS IT SO HARD T

You are meant to be a great person that will help me grow and be happy but all you do is me question where I am even worthy of being loved. Maybe I am not meant to be in a caring relationship, but inside I am just a sexy toy meant to be used then thrown away when I become boring. That is what you make me feel, you and all the others that came before. It’s like guys take one look at me and see nothing but a shell they can use over and over. Although I have become a shell of a girl that ran away to the corner of her mind for safety, that does mean that you can just use me. The little girl is trying to come back to the top and live once ag